Being Me

Forgive me if I mislead you
I wasn't trying to turn you on
I am aware of my sexual energy
that's just the way I was born

I might appear to be flirting
but don't take it to the extreme
I'm only expressing what's on my mind
and my feelings towards certain things

I'm aware of my sexual innuendos and most
of the experiences that I've partake;
I have no need to lie about my past
or be pretentious or a fake

I never promise anyone anything
other then a gathering of close friends
I'll never say that I'm going to do you
or any other man.

I can understand how I'm being misinterpret
but I love ONE MAN so please don't forget it

102905 Bonita Jacobs

Do you feel that the dead thinks about those
people that they leave behind
Do you think they miss you or do you never
or hardly cross their mind

Sometimes I wonder if they remember me
like I was back then or wonder about my current life
Most of my memories of them died

So do you think she remember me?
Do you think he miss me?

I always wondered what happen to people
after their life expired
Do they get to keep their memories
of love ones they left behind
do you believe they watches you go
through your everyday routine
do they guide you in directing you
to paths that are hard to find

Sometimes when I cry for her I feel
a surge of comfort come over me
As if they were in the room with me
I think she still loves me
I think he still remember's me


Even though they died, they never leave
they will always be a part of you........Bonita 100705