Bonita's Thoughts

There is no theological reason why I must cling to you
I should not have these desires but I do

I can not control my thoughts

I could not deny the fact that I have a ting for you
As I live & breathe and witness your every mood

I dare not retain my thoughts

I sigh whenever you are near, even though you
have not noticed that I am here, there is no rejection
to my reflection since there is no recollection of my intentions

I can not explain my thoughts

I stare at you in amazement, memorizing your walk,
your talk that voice and the way you articulate your words

I dare not complain of my thoughts

I dreamt that I shared your space, breathe your air and tasted your sweat.
Yet it is only a dream. The mere of your skin resting against mine, makes me break out in a sweat, makes my kitty wet but it will do my body just fine.

I will not remove my thoughts

All I have now is my dreams, collective memories to mesmerize in.
I fantasize of our union, an event so far fetched yet attainable

I will not reframed from my thoughts
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