Conversations With God

Today Ros and I had a lunch date. Just in case you don't know she works for the Maryland School Of The Blind. While I was there I met two of her pupils Tayvon & Cameron. Cameron is what Nettie calls a bopper. He wobbles his head a little so he has to stay in a harness. Tayvon is cool unlike Cameron he can talk very well. I questioned my tolerance to be able to handle children with disabilities. Then my past resurfaced I was a straight up weedhead, courtesy of Julio but thats another story. I thought about Niala having some type of physical limitations but of course Ya Ya told me that I should be okay because I didn't toke every night. Plus I stopped as soon as I became pregnant last summer. But as I was saying Cameron and Tayvon laughed to themselves sporadically. It nerved me so I asked Ros does it bother her when they laugh out like that and she answered. "It's all good he just told them another joke" "Who I ask?" These boys are having a private conversation with GOD, she answered..............I was like wow I never thought of it that why. But I remembered in a poem Ros wrote asking why newborn babies smile. They might also be having conversations with GOD..............Bonita